Struggle

I'm really struggling tonight trying to fight cravings.

I've been having a rough 24 hours with the little one. I think he's sick or something is hurting, or something. He's just being a monster and it's not like him. I'm having a hard time coping and it's just making me want to eat. I wish I understood why.

I guess it's good that I'm recognizing it, but it's really not helping to make it any better.

I. JUST. WANT. TO EAT.

It sucks having issues with food.

“Never trade what you want most for what you want in the moment.”

This is my mantra for the night.